Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Nerves are getting the best of me.
I'm nervous. This wait is killing me.
I can't help but think the worst. How do I prepare for the worst? How do I bounce back from this if it isn't positive?
I find myself just laying around in my own thoughts...worrying and freakin' out a bit.
Honestly at this very moment nearly every friend of mine is pregnant. Well, maybe that's an overgeneralization but a lot of them are. My childhood best friend is 8 weeks pregnant, a friend of mine who went through IVF also just found out she is pregnant (yesterday). It's like a slow and painful papercut.