Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Nerves are getting the best of me.

I'm nervous. This wait is killing me.

I can't help but think the worst. How do I prepare for the worst? How do I bounce back from this if it isn't positive?

I find myself just laying around in my own thoughts...worrying and freakin' out a bit.

Honestly at this very moment nearly every friend of mine is pregnant. Well, maybe that's an overgeneralization but a lot of them are. My childhood best friend is 8 weeks pregnant, a friend of mine who went through IVF also just found out she is pregnant (yesterday). It's like a slow and painful papercut.

1 comment:

  1. Sarah... I know how u feel. I'm almost there and d wait is killin me 2. They cancelled my cycle (it was my 1st try) cuz my body didn't react 2 d meds so well :( they were only 2 follicles growing so they decided 2 cancel it and start again with stronger meds. Anyway... I'm almost there, anxious and nervous... I love watching ur videos. U r a strong woman. Thanks 4 give me hope 2 me and my hubby :)